i use to keep every thing in keep quite and simple
if any anger from a monster could be an art show like Barong in Bali Indonesia

so dont take so mean for everything bad happen in our life, just make it in to an art, like poem, painting, movie, music, what ever, and anger is one our special feeling too, after all


maybe if you never have a real love in a real world
just love what you care about, maybe love your self it self, maybe love what you can do, or maybe keeping love for them who loved you

i never say so many love in reality life
but i love my reality life

when i keep quite
i exploding my feel in the text that i type
"ILOVEYOU"

so when i never say any word of love in reality, im just looks like a monster to you

because i close this heart tight, and my gesture wont hide

and i type the word to make me back to be human normally

that i have feeling of love too....

and im a monster